yup, i'm blogging about sad stuff again la. ): okay. why is everybody.. i dunno how to say la, so the biao mian on their blog. why can't they write something deep inside them? yes, they may be scared that other people may read and know their secret or something but are you just going to keep it inside forever? i know there are friends whom you all can talk to la, but.. hais. well for me, i think blog is pretty mush the only thing i can relate to. i mean okay friends, how many of them would actually sit down properly are listen to what you've got to say? few i guess, or maybe even none. friends. this topic. how many true friends do you actually have? how much do they actually know about you? how many do you actually trust? how many actually trust you? i mean, think about it la. hais. i'm just sad la, upon knowing how pathetic i am. and people actually said how united we are. it's just the outside can? i don't even know what's your favourite colour. the basic of all basics. and we hardly go out together. this is unite? think again. buying birthday presents. people nowadays don't really care about the meaning behind it already. they're just giving it for the sake of giving it. it's not even put into effort. then what's the point? they're just giving it because you're just her friend, or giving it because everybody else is giving it. wtf la. then when someone really make an efford to give that present, you people just don't appreciate it. fine. from the beginning of this year, i've learnt to be smart. forget about everything that i've done before. i'm not going to change la. it'll still be me eventually. oh well, maybe i should start to blog about happy things and not keep blogging about sad things like zhen zhi tagged.

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oh well, lets's talk about today. first is lit. then pe. today 6 rounds. fuck. and alot of ppl nvr come for pe. sitting at the side and watching us run like siao. okay la, some of them are really sick. then after running, do the ridiculous jump. i dunno if it really helps in the standing broad jump la. then after that music. oh, there's one thing i want to say. why everybody just seem to like jay so much? i mean i tried to listen to his songs properly but somehow i just can't relate to his songs or lyrics or how good he is la. is it influence that so many ppl like him or what. aiya, whatever la. no offence to zhenzhi la, i mean seriously, i don't get it la. maybe it's just my own preference. oh, then after music then recess. eat the damn spicy rice la. and once again i don't get it why ppl like. haha. then after that went to common test venue and mdm zhang let us revise. then after that had the history paper. it was okay la except for that stupid question about that french engineer with the suez canal thing. the name is like so long and she surpose us to write it down. only cynthia will go and memorize la i think. then after that the mr alan aw said he is going to teach us maths for 2 months like that instead of mr chia. i think his lesson is going to be real boring la. and the introduction thing, haha, he even make the effort to put up the slideshow. haha. then after that went to compass with cynthia. surpose to do something but in the end lost track of it. then i did a really bad thing but then.. forget it. it's not that bad actually. then went home. and here am i blogging. tomorrow's science and dnt test. omg, i'm so tired alr can. have a break, have a kit-kat. haha it's the first thing that pops up to my mind la. whatever. oh, and i'm going to do badly in my maths, maybe even fail. ):